| ok well this is my last post for now!! i dunno if i will be able to get on here much while i at school..so this is it for a while.. i leave tomorrow after church :( i got to spend yesterday afternoon with the sarah and kathryn!! and today i with my family and tyler..it's so weird even though i'm totally scared and upset, God is givin me a peace that's not letting me be as upset as i could be. and that's a good thing. i been askin for so long for God to give me peace and well He has. :) anyways i hope everyones year goes great and i'll be home sooner than you think heh i'm tryin to come home the last weekend in this month..so maybe i'll get to post then. well neways just keep prayin!! i love ya'll!! |
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| well guys..only 4 whole days left!! i leave on sunday afternoon after the morning service..prolly round 2 or so..i'm so nervous! it just doesn't seem real i don't guess..i mean you look forward to doing what you know is God's will for so long..and it just seems like it was yesterday that i was 13 and wishing that i was on the mission feild..and now i'm right at that point to where my dream is comming true! and it's just so weird i guess. but i have been having a hard time dealing with leaving my friends and tyler..but it has seemed like as the days progressed God is giving me a peace about it..cuz i havne't had a crying night this week! and for like the past 2 months i cried every nite..so i know God is preparing me and im so thankful. but neways i'll try to post one more time before i leave! ya'll have a great week! |
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| i don't know what i'm feelin right now...i just want to go cry at times and other times i just want to scream...it's so hard to focus on God with everything going on around me..yah poor little me...many others have much bigger problems than this...but for now this seems like the worst time of my life! these next two weeks are going to be sooo hard!! and then i just know when i get there i'm going to be cryin every nite wanting to come home.... |
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